wowwwww!

Okay..since my life has dramatically changed during the past few weeks..I guess I should make a significant update. Now I might not sound very intellectual or coherent, just keep in mind that right now I would like to strangle somebody. =)

I'm pretty sure it was Monday, August 18th when my boyfriend of over 4 years decided that he would change his myspace status to single, and delete all of my pictures and comments, and finally he deleted me as his friend. And yes, he did all of this without even informing me that our relationship was over. Now that was a shitty move..but whatever..I called him and he wouldn't answer..so i sent him a text basically saying thanks for letting me know..and he tried to explain himself but all I responded with was "okay, cool." The relationship needed to end anyway..so it hurt, but I tried to blow it off. So then I see his myspace everyday because its on my best friend's page that passed away..she had him on her top friends. And of course I got curious, because we were together for 4 years. Well i click on his page and realize that his status says "loved" ..this boggled my mind. How could he feel loved when we just broke up? So that gave me the hint that he got a new girlfriend. Whatever. Okay now this past weekend it gets confirmed that he is dating some extremely ugly beast thing because he put their picture up on his myspace and decided to email me telling me his sorry about whatever. It was complete bullshit anyway. So i email him back telling him i dont believe anything he has to say anymore since he obviously moved on so quickly.

NOW tonight, I'm sitting here and I realize that the girl in the photo he is with..she kinda looks familiar! And for some reason i remember his ex gfs screen name...i guess because for the past few months i realized he was on her myspace a hell of a lot. Now keep in mind..he has told me time and time again that this girl was a psychopath, she tried to kill herself when they broke up, and she even put a restraining order against him. Sounds like a winner, right? Well anyway, it turns out that he is dating her again. Im furious right now..because now I feel like i got totally played out for the past 4 years. I feel stupid, and I just want to run them over with my car. This is pretty much everything in a nutshell...minus the details that he made up stories to one of our mutual friends just so i lose a friend in the process.

I hate his guts, and I hope karma totally screws him over. He doesn't deserve to be happy.

And this is my ex-scumbag rant. =)